Sirius

I am standing in a dark place
Came to know meaning of pitch dark
People scared all around me
But I was there with a vehement
Thinking what is the meaning of scared
It's not because I am not afraid of the darkness
It's not because I am not bothered by uncertainty

Everyone got pacified
As they were able to see me
Even in that darkness,
Since I was glowing like a Sirius

I thought that I was special
Then realized that it was not because of me
I was glowing ,I had something inside me
Which was so radiant ,
I closed my eyes to see for myself
It was you inside me making me glow.

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In the darkness, I stood alone Pitch black, like none I'd known People scared, their fear was clear But in my heart, I held no fear

I wondered why I was so brave Why I did not fall to the same grave But then I saw the light in me A glowing power, strong and free

I thought it was mine, a special gift But then I closed my eyes to shift And in that moment, I understood It was a light from someone good

A power given, a love bestowed A brightness in me that glowed and glowed I thanked the one who gave me light And held it shining, ever so bright

V-I-B-G-Y-O-R

It was the day ,the day Mother nature nor
the omnipresent creator could forget

The dawn was normal but the dusk was very new and radiant
As it was brighter and flamboyant than the dawn

He created you and He came across some new feelings that was
Flowing through his adrenalin
He named all of his new feelings

Valiant ,Immaculate ,Bliss ,Gorgeous ,Yew ,Orotund, Rectitude

He thought He would feel the same way everyday
He was wrong
He was never able to create any one like you.

Then I realized how He got the same feeling
After seeing the rainbow in the sky

Syn:
(Yew - Its an Evergreen tree:
Orotund - Something very clear(strongly Clear)
Rectitude - Righteousness )

Complete Paradox

I have lost myself in my past,
As my present is a chaos ,
So many people in the present
Are trying to help me but no use
As i am no more in my present…………….
Since you made me feel
That my presence is a trouble
To you ,my dear .............

I know its because of you
But what to do
I love you…….

Physically in the present
Feeling the pain of the chaos
Mentally in the past
Enjoying all the beautiful moments
Thinking of all our tryst
Rejuvenating internally
Getting old externally
Both pleasure and the pain
At a single same time
A small smile in the face
As well as rolling tears in the face….

Enlightened

The quest for peace ended
When I embarked the return journey from heaven
Everything so vivid and lucid like an unseen ocean.

Mind and soul were as light as the new born
With the clear picture of the unswerving future

Is There Anything More?

Feeling the numbness of death when alive
Is there anything more?

When treachery is nothing for you
Is there anything more?

When Adam is the reason for the word blasphemy
Is there anything more?

If you are able to do autopsy on a live person
Is there anything more?

When a penny worth’s more than a Jillion
Is there anything more?

Elixir Of Life

Was watching my watch, all the three hands fighting to catch up with each other,Dint realize the flights of steps that I have crossed,Crossed a school boy who was reading a book which explained the activities of School of dolphins, with in moments I could sense a parch in my lips, searched for something to quench my thirst nothing was there in my vicinity, closed my eyes for a moment.

That was the moment a single drop of don’t know what to call it, was coming from the open blue sky like a torpedo just launched targeting me.With my eye lids covering the entire world I could feel the fresh cold breeze on my pale body, as fresh as the blossom, even my bones were vulnerable to that cold which made me open my eye lids. I was standing in a new world which had no axiom and I was like a vagrant, no wistful feeling of all the things that has gone past, no anxiety, no apprehension ,no goal ,no target just as blank as word blank literately means.

Suddenly I felt warmth surrounding me, the warmth of a mother’s womb which brought back the lost wistfulness, anxiety, apprehension, goal, target and everything. The new world which was just real for that moment vanished when that drop which seem to be coming from the blue sky landed on that parch.

Realizing myself

Ecstasy and bliss where around the corner
When you where near me

Agony started surrounding me like a thundering storm
When you stepped out.

Wondering how is this possible
When you are still staying in me

Then realized that it was an analogy
For a clear sky, to make me understand

How deeply you are rooted inside me